Written after he was ousted from his position as founder and
rector of the Black Mountain School (he had been sleeping with his students),
John Andrew Rice wrote an autobiography called I Came Out Of The 18th Century (1941) in which he describes his
remarkable mission as a teacher and provides some insight into his downfall.
“At the first meeting of a college that was to start the
revolution in American education the frist speaker called was the permeanent
caretaker, who would explain fire precautions.” (321) … “We had, by an
insticting as old as man, gone up on a mountain, there to make our living sacrifice. We would conquer or die. One could almost hear the old worlds, the old
wrong words. The wise, the really wise,
know, have always known, that they are wrong, that the order is wrong, and the ‘or’
is wrong. “Die and conquer,” those are the words and the order. Humility, the
wise have said, is the beginning of life. We had no humility, not a tittle.”
(321)
"Teaching is a secondary art. A man is
a good teacher if he is a better something else; for
teaching is communication, and his better something else is the storehouse of
the things he will communicate. I have never known a master in any field
who was not also a master teacher; but to be a master teacher in
Black Mountain one had to be a master man. In other places education
was part of the day and part of the man; in Black Mountain it was
round the clock and all o fa man. There was no escape. Three meals
together, passing in the hall, meeting in classes, meeting everywhere, a man
taught by the way he walked, by the sound of his voice, by every movement.
That was what it was intended to be, the fulfillment of an old idea,
the education of the whole man: by a whole man." [322 -- what a
goal!]
“I used to say ‘This is a school for giants.’ I meant that every
one of us should grow to the giant that it was in him to be; not some one else’s
giant, but his own. Few are by nature
dwarfs, however many may have been dwarfed.
Few are by nature stupid; most of the rest are stupefied. That was what I believed. That is what I believe.” 322-23
"People thing they want something new and different, think
they want freedom, but what they really want is the old things changed enough
to make them feel comfortable." [328]
"The center of the curriculum, we
said, would be art. The democratic man, we said, must be an artist. The
integrity, we said, of the democratic man was the integrity of the artist, an
integrity of relationship… The artist, we said was not a competitor. He
competed only with himself. His struggle was inside, not against his fellows, but
against his own ignorance and clumsiness. The painting was his integrity, the
score, the words of a play, and, at last, understanding, the will and the skill
to do with his fellows, with the corporation, what he had done with paints and
sounds: the integrity that was a relationship between himself and the
corporation. But just as the painter must learn to paint, starting
with ignorance and clumsiness, so this new artist, this creator of
integrity between himself and his fellows, must know and know how, must have
knowledge and skill. Also just as the artist would not paint his picture
with muddy colors, so this artist must see clear colors in humanity; and must
himself be clear color, for he too was his fellow artist’s color, sound, form,
the material of his art. But, different from pigment, bow, granite, not used up
in the use; rather, made more of what he would be, a note within the symphony,
the clearer for having been written; giving up, and asked to give up, nothing
of himself. That was the integrity of the artist as artist. That should be the
integrity of man as man." [328-329] I Came Out of the 18th
Century.
“The English, in their blundering intelligent way, had found the
answer: not a college, but many; a community of colleges, a universityas; perhaps they would not all
be fools at once.. Our sanction, we said, was intelligence.” ßcompare to
moral obligation to be intelligent, Erskine.
The
disposition to consider intelligence in peril is an old Anglo-Saxon
inheritance... [There exists an] assumption that a choice must be made
between goodness and intelligence; that stupidity is first cousin to moral
conduct, and cleverness the first step into mischief that
reason and God are not on good terms with each other; that the heart and the
mind are rival buckets in the well of truth, inexorably balanced—full mind, starved heart—stout heart, weak
head. --Erskine
"They [unworthy guests of Black Mountain] could not adjust
themselves to the world and the pig-headed world refused to adjust
itself to them, so they retired from living and went in for
"life" ... Besides the permanent staff of seekers
after happiness there were the visitors T
hey tagged themselves when they walked in the door--sometimes
earlier....There we other visitors, 'a citizen of the world,' oriental
philosophers fresh out of the occident, devotees of 'The Dance' (the ultimate
dehydration of art); disciples of Confucius and heralds of confusion,
vegetarians and single-taxers (two in one); reformers that is,
creators of a world in their own image, intellectuals a little
on the sparse side when it came to intelligence; labor leaders,
trained for their mission by fours years of Harvard, graduates of the Union
Theological Seminary, yearners all--these and many others. They had only
one thing in common: disgust of themselves transmitted into disgust of the
world. They rejected the college in time, as completely as the Foundations had:
they had come looking for experiment and found experience." [330-333]
334 I
knew too much; for I let people talk themselves out. But, while they loved to spill, they hated to
have spilled, and came to hate the listener.
All of us, I as well as they, might someday have become individuals,
artists with the artist’s integrity; but meanwhile we were individualists and
dreaded to leave some part of ourselves out of our control, and that is what
confession, in frank speech, does….The majority of the men had been unhappy in
childhood and hated their fathers. I
knew that, as I was to know what it meant.
Modern man is looking for a
savior, someone to save him from his individualism. But he cannot find him, for he insists upon
the terms of his own salvation. He wants, and needs, to be saved, but he must
be, he says, just as he was before. He is
like a fifth century Athenian, all brain and little heart. He has this choice: to retreat, as the
Germans have, to slavery, from which another Christ may come to rescue him—that
was what the early Christian was, salve made into man—or else by pushing his
individualism as far as it will go, he may come to realize, as Socrates tried
to teach him, and failed—Socrates was, after all, an Athenian, as Christ was a
Jew—the limits of sheer thinking, and , unafraid, look about him and see his
fellows all in the same predicament, speak to them with his heart as well as
his mind, acknowledge that they as well as he are both thinker and lover, and
losing nothing of himself, find all of himself within all humanity. If he does, if he ahs the will to go on, he
will discover that he needs no leader, that he is in himself both leader and follower…to
be the Christian Socrates, Socratic Christ.
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